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TOngiht i had fun.
Sean and I talked alot.
Batteries died : (
Fight.
Train!
Yea goodnite <33
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[16 Aug 2004|09:38am] |
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Friday, I hung out at home. Later I went to TYnas. Her mom invited me to sleep over which was cool. So Tyna and I went to sleep around 2 or something. TYna a bit later.
Saturday woke up to a phone call. WEnt home for 10 mins came back. WE got up after a bit and decided to color. That was mucho fun. We also watched Dora the Explorer while coloring. THen we got bored of that and listened to music.Had to go home around 3 because my uncle was coming over. So i showered yada yada said hi and all ate dinner. Later that night Ryan and I went for a stroll. Went a whole bunch of places then ended up at crescent park. Got bit alot. Ryan mostly. Poor kid <3 After a while Ryan walked me home and I went to sleep pretty early.
Sunday, brother came in to wake me up. It wasnt the usual screaming stuff he came in and whispered to me goodmorning and all. It was cute. I decided to go to church later. Went to church at 12:15. WHen I got back my family was at my house for my brothers birthday. He matured I think. He acts like a normal child now. Cousins and I got bored so we went to the mall and while waiting for our ride home some mexican man in a van starts slowing down in front of us. WHistling and winking and beeping his car horn. I was sooo scared.Got home at 8. Stayed home the rest of the night.
Today I woke up feeling tired and slept mostly. Later I was in a bad mood. Took a long shower and felt alot better so that was good. Stayed home and drew pictures while listening to music which I enjoyed. GOod night at home I must say.
-I still hope that you will miss me when I'm gone.
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Yesterdays weather was awesome. Rain Rain Rain. Sean, Ryan, and I went out to eat. We got a ride from Ryans mom. Shes really nice, showed me a picture of Ryans baby cousin and all. I like her. WE ate. OH and as we were eating. A spanish man comes in with USA socks!! As soon as Sean saw it his eyes lit up as he pointed I think that made his day.Left, and as soon as we left it starts Pouring. So we ran to a tree and stood under it.. Still getting soaked. So we kept walking. Passed Ryans moms cigar shop ha. Went to 711 Ryan of course got matches. WEnt to Crescent Park. Sat on the wet bench and got bit like crazy. So we went back to Seans house and watched tv. WE were really wet so me and ryan decided to walk home. Ryan skipped :) The best thing in the world is when your soaked and you change into dry clothes!
Today Weightroom was canceled. I was glad but I was already dressed and ready to go so I was sorta mad that I got up early and everything. Today I wanna hang out with Tyna. Havent hung out with her in forever. BK today? Mall?
Happy 5th Birthday Gay Boy <333 I'm getting him a barbie doll. I know he'll like it. :)
-WHy did I ever let you inside my heart, I'm such a fool
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[09 Aug 2004|10:24pm] |
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Its beeen a while since I last updated. And SEans been complaining about the fact that no one updates anymore. WEll Sean... I'm updating.
Okay. So Friday I hung out with Tyna.. WE went to BK. Go ourselves some food ate blah blah. WE went walking around and asked Sean to come join us. He came for a bit. WE went back to Tynas. Then Joe and Andrew called saying they were in front of the house.. So I went outside and Tyna stayed in. We stayed there for a bit. They left yada yada.
Saturday Joe and Andrew were suppose to come over and play guitar or bass or whatever for us. Yea Andrew plays the electric triangle. But they didnt bring their stuff bc supposidly Joe broke a string before coming soo yea. WE hung out. Tyna left.. After a while they left. And that was basically my day.
Sunday. I went to the beach with my family. My parents say.. Its guna be us and your aunt. And it ends up being like me ENTIRE family. Everyone shows up. So yea I got a bit of a tan there. Came home and around 8ish Ryan came over and we chizzled. He left yada yada.
Monday. My family and I went to some pool in upper saddle river. Which was fun. I wish Tyna came with me though. It would have been 743957302918 x better. My cousins friend Mike? Likes me. He was like.. omg go out with me. I avoided him. Got a whole bunch of kisses blown at me which was cool. I saw a little girl almost drown which was scary. And the lifeguard jumped in to get her and yea. She was ok though. My brother can hold his breath under water! I taught him how to. My brother has chinese nipples!!! < sexy! Came home. Went to get Chinese food with my dad. The lady complimented my hair and then DIDNT GIVE ME A FORTUNE COOKIE!! Did she think I actually came for the food! No I came for the cookie lol. Welll the food was good but I was a bit dissapointed. Ryan came over once again. He ended up saying at my house longer than he expected. Yea He left. THen I sat in my room talked to Sean for a bit. I havent talked to him for a while.
Today I dropped my brother off at my uncles house. Went lifiting which was great. WE did practically nothing. NO one was there. Everyone went on vaca. So there was about 6 of us there. Picked up my brother.Came home and had left over cats from yesterday. Yummy. Practice today at 6 to 8 which shouldnt be bad at all. Yea summers almost over. I'm trying to make the best of it. I still havent read my books but I will because I hate being unprepared the first day. But I sorta wanna go back to school already...
P.S. I wanna do something fun this weekend. Plans?
-She needs to hear shes beautiful.
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Sorry but i got something on my mind and I have to vent. So why not on my LJ right.
So sometime last school year. I read a book. And I stumbled upon it today. THe book was about a girl who had great friends, a boyfriend, and decent life, who was forced to move. So she moved blah blah. Where she moved to, she didnt fit in. Everyone was snobby. Nothing was working out. So after a while she decided to go back to her old town. She raised money and stuff and got on train and went to her old town. But when she got there everyone had changed. Most people sorta forgot about her. And her boyfriend and best friend were going out! Everything had changed. So she went back to her new town. And she had to live with her new life. The ending was soo practical. Most books would have ended something like. She went back and everyone missed her and blah blah. And she stayed there and her parents let her and she lived happily ever after. NOT. NOthing like that ever happens. So the book got me thinking.
The other day Johnny and I were having a talk and he said. Everyone will keep in touch for the first 6 months or so. Then you'll start to drift apart. And most likely never speak to these people ever again. So that too got me thinking. And now I"M worried and i hope that for a change Johnny is wrong. Small chance in that. So now i have myself all choked up thinking about this.
And all my life. I remember having close friends move away. And we'd always say we'll be best friends and never lose contact, And you knew everything about the person. Well now I dont remember these peoples last names. So I proved Johnnys theory right. </3
- Stay away from my heart <3
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[03 Aug 2004|11:54am] |
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I got my layout changed and i really like it Thanx Sarah <333
Lifting today which sucked and I felt really sick.
Came home and my brother was a pain in the ass.
I wanna go to modells before practice.
I dont wanna go to practice in the first place.
Only one good thing has happened today.
No more good stuff will happen today.
I'll quit my bitching.
Comment.
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[30 Jul 2004|02:37am] |
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I dont remember what I did this week. All i recall is, buying a straightener with Tyna. Going to Seans. Meeting Malachy, I got a view of his room! I felt stupid bc i couldnt understand stuff he said. Had lifting for cheering. Tyna and I spied on people going to see my house. Walking around with Ryan and Johnny. Rain! Lighting! Thunder! Yea this all happened but not in that order.
Summer is boring. Beach Sunday? Yay i want to get burnt again. DEF. NOT There isnt anything to update about. Bad Entry sorry. But when something fun happens I'll update. <3
- The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
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[25 Jul 2004|11:09am] |
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Hi kids. Long time no update.
Since the last time i updated. I've cut my hair and highlighted it. I'm not sure if i like it just yet but its growing on me. That was Friday I believe.Tyna saw it. She sorta inspired me to cut it by telling me my hair was ugly long lol. And on Saturday I met up with Ryan, JOhnny and Sean. They supposidly liked it. WE stayed on Alden street for a while?? Then Dave walked by and called me Rhianon!! WEnt to my backyard, and laughed alot. Arf.
Sunday I woke up at 8:20 and had to go to 8:30 mass. After my cousins came over. I missed them. <3 We decided to go see The Notebook. So i went by their house, and then went to the movie. That movie was sooo great. A girl and boy fall in love and then she has to move to ny. Doesnt that sound familiar? Well it was an awesome movie and i cried throughout soo much of it. My dad picked me up and I came home to a white sign in front of my house. So we're selling the house. blah Tyna told me that my brother was hitting the sign with something before. Good kid. <3
-It wasnt over, it still isnt over.
P.S. all the bold words are for Johnny.
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[17 Jul 2004|04:49pm] |
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I think I went to sleep to early, because its 4:25 am and i am wide awake. I couldnt fall asleep last night I layed there forever bored out of my mind. Finally fell asleep for a few hours then woke up again and decided to get a drink and what not. Watched tv for a bit. And finally I decided to update. So yea I told my dad I cant sleep now-a-days and he says its because I'm in love...
Last night my parents went to a family party and Tyna, Ryan, Sean, and Johnny came to my house. We watched some of the hulk. And then some action movie. I dont like action movies so I didnt really pay attention. And then some other movie?? yea. Sean lost his plug and lighter somewhere in the couch I guess. Thats the second plug he lost at my house that I cant find. Johnny was rather quiet last night. He was soo well behaved lol. Tyna was suppose to sleep over but left because her stomach hurt. Feel better kiddo. <3
I guess I'll just end on that.
-Gunna spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you.
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[16 Jul 2004|08:10pm] |
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I dont remember anything before today so I guess I'll just update about today. Morning I didnt really do much. Later I went to Tynas and we sang/screemed our little hearts out. Then later we went to meet up with Johnny and Ryan. WEnt outside and some ladies told us that we look like we have skin cancer. And some lady asked if I was on a diet? I think she was calling me fat. We walked to the tracks and hung out there for a while and then walked around some more. JOhnny didnt really pay attention to us he was on the phone. Ryan was burning leaves and stuff. Supposidly I was really hyper tonight. I had plans for tomorrow but then they got screwed up. So tomorrow I'm free and I plan on sleeping in. Then at night I dont think I'm doing anything.
Hahahaha Ryan and Johnny are in my bedroom window. They somehow managed to open my window. And Ryan got a spider on his head. Ha.
Anywho, YEa so I'm free tomorrow. I need plans. Yea my thighs hurt.
Shannen is going to make up the biggest lie about Ryan So Ryan better watch out. And i think Ryans family thinks I have a thing for TOM? uh yea.
My entire summer is ruined from now on. WEll starting Monday I have to watch my brother. He's not your ordinary 4 year old. TRUST ME. So yea that about makes my summer perfect.
I cant wait till I drive or at least someone I know does. But that wont be for a while. This entry is becoming long and dumb so i'll end it.
- I'm better off without you.
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[13 Jul 2004|11:30am] |
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Alrighty.. Recap
Monday: Ryan, Sean, and Johnny came to mi casa to watch the home run derby. WE picked players out of a hat. Johnny convinced me to trade him one of my people for his. Because supposidly both the people i had sucked. Yea well JOhnny ended up winning. WITH MY PLAYER! THanx ryan. So yea that was that. I ran to Sean everytime i heard him sucking at his straw and not getting any gatorade. Yea, your welcome Sean.
Tuesday: Woke up at 10 and went to the weightlifting room with the cheerleaders. Yes it was tons of fun. ha. Jessica cheats. And I think we broke one of the machines. Because it worked fine until we went on it. Came home and Rhi came over for a while we watched movies then she left I went to sleep and all. Tyna asked me to go to LL. WE went with Seanie. He kept hitting me on the swings mean kid. Then the cop came and shined bright lights at as. We assumed he wanted us to leave so we did. Walked and went home. Then ran into Johnny and Ryan by accident bc i always take strolls up my block at night just hoping to get raped. Another non succesful night with that. But I did talk to them for a little. Then left.
Tyna, Sean, and I have come to the conclusion that you can only wear USA socks if you are an immagrant otherwise you arent cool, and you ruin the whole sense of wearing USA socks.
- Eat a fart! - In the words of Cameron.
p.s. Pepsi is still better in Poland when it comes from a glass bottle <333333
Oh yea and I also got told today that my name is pretty and unique by Sarah from jackson?? I believe. It might be unique in jackson but in Wallington every other girl has my name. But thanx hun <3 And thanx for help with the journal. <3
And I have Sean Ryans house keys they are up for bid... We'ere starting the bidding at 5$ . Any takers?
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[11 Jul 2004|11:24am] |
Yea me and Tyna are walking lobsters and Ryan and Sean are see through. Sunburn hurts alot but tyna seems to be suffering more than me.No spice girls today i was sorta dissapointed because i know that Ryan really wanted to watch it. Boys won. COngrats.
I couldnt look at Ryan with a straight face today. ha
Summer is going by fast. Which means school is soon. Which means winter is soon. I love the winter I wouldnt mind if it snowed. Long pants, hoodies, and sneakers are awesome. I know Sean loves miserable weather as much as I do.
NO more betting Ryan. That gets me into trouble.
- You are worthless.
P.S. Tanning next weekend Tyna?? I'm up for it!
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[10 Jul 2004|08:50pm] |
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Yea Ewelinka was being a little bitch yesterday. Party shirt day ended up happening. Ryan promised to show us how to "shake" bc tyna dont know how and i just wanna see lol. Johnny was trying to scare us by banging on the walls during Halloween but Tyna told everyone it was him. I woke up this morning and went to church at 7. And all of a sudden my parents decided they wanted to go to the beach or lake or something. And they insisted Tyna come along. And during church the priest was screaming into the microphone as if we were all deaf. and my brother poked some old man in front of us in the ass hole with his finger. WE asked him why he said bc he felt like it ha i love him. So yea not to much to update about. Ryan finally made an LJ. Now we're working on sucking johnny into it.
Good luck today boys. Ryan is so sure that the boys will win. Just like he was sure he could beat Tyna in spit. Well we'll see.
-Love is an excuse to get hurt and to hurt. <3
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[08 Jul 2004|06:54pm] |
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I couldnt fall asleep last night. I got off aim at about 2:30 and was guna go to sleep, but i ended up laying there tossing and turning for half an hour. Finally got to sleep. I thought to myself wow I'm never going to get up the next day. 5:45am I'm up. Had a chat with my mom about Mary-Kate and Ashley and how one of the has anorexia and shit. And then we talked about other things.
Yesterday was a good day. During the day I went for breakfast/lunch with Tyna. At like 2?? And when I got home I hung around the house. WEnt to the mall. Bought some stuff and came home at 10ish. Ryan, Sean, and Johnny came over. Ryan as usual lighting things on fire.(Next time I'll let you burn the magazines) Sean was smelling empty beer bottles? Wierdo ha. He also played some game of my brothers. Johnny looked exhausted and sad. I've got great water, Straight from the spring ocean right sean.
Attempted to draw sean last night.. I dont wanna talk about it. lol I'm trying again today.
Summer has been ok. But could be a whole lot better. Saturday Partyshirt day. At least I think. Havent exactly discussed it with Adam and Elizabeth yet. I just assumed it was happening.But if I have things my way, It will happen.
-I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so. <3
P.S. Sean we do not have a song!
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Too much drama. I hate you. I hate you too. DOnt talk to me. I wont. blah blah. Why cant we all just be friends. - inspiring words spoken by Barney himself. Saturday my parents and brother are going to a family party so i'll be home .. alone. I remember when i used to go to family parties....All the kids and I would play games. We'd eat really good food. Sometimes watch t.v. Go to the park... yup I hated it. So this is why I dont go anymore. Friday I'm suppose to help my mom around the house and stuff so i dont think i'll be doing much of anything. ITs a stay home and help out day. So everyone should drop their plans and stay home to help out lol. I'll be the only kid home on a friday night in July. OH well.
-Anyone want a wet one. <3
P.S. Ryan wants to kill me. He already told me how he is going to do it. First he'll give me rat poison. Then put me in a bag and drop me in the Passaic River. PLease dont ever leave me alone with him. EVER!
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Yesterday Ryan came over for a while. So did tyna. Tyna ended up sleeeping over. Woke up somewhere around 2ish. I have down syndrome. I also talk while i sleep. I say the wierdest things. And its usually about people i know. Sean called me and stopped by for a chat. He was coming home from summer school. WE talked for about 20 minutes which was grand. I got him a drink.. he owes me. During the rest of the day didnt really do much took a shower .. yada yada.
At about 9 i called TYna and asked if she wanted to take a walk with me. SHe said sure so we walked around for about an hour or so. Tyna tripped on a stick well it was more of a twig. ha and she started screaming. Then some guy in a car drives up to us and stops and says hey.. and then we keep walking and he goes damn! It was awkward. He went to turn the car around in our direction so we started walking faster and then turned on the street. And the rest of the time we were shit scared of every car that drove by thinking it was him. Went home. Blah boring night.
- Just burn it, who cares anyway... not me
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[03 Jul 2004|11:22am] |
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Cousins house the past two days fun. Saw my baby cousin.. really cute.Went home today at about 8ish i believe. On the ride home went to the liquor store.. i dont believe i have to tell you why it speaks for itself. Driving home saw Ryan and Sean by the H.S. So i got out of the car. And we walked to my house. Tyna came for a bit just to get her cds and stuff.
She's moving on to bigger better people, shes too good for us but thats alright. THe 4 of us will soon become the 3 of us. And then the 2 ..and eventually there will be no "us" But all good things must come to an end. As sean said tonight "instead of naming all the little things that i hate I'm just gunna say I hate life"
Anywho... At about quarter to 11 we decide to take a walk and while we're walking Sean starts screaming random song lyrics. And a car drives by he screams at the window "The time has come for colds" And i mean SCREAMS. So the guy backs up and says "what'd you say" And sean says "the time has come for colds" ...HE says "wtf is that" Sean: "its a song" and walks away ...it was quite amusing. So we walked back to my house and they left.
I felt sick today so nothing great happened. But supposidly today was Tynas best day this summer. I'm glad at least she had fun.
By the way me and Lisa aren't on speaking terms ..... for now.
P.S. I am abusive in both verbal and physical form. I talk fast and a lot. And I like Degrassi
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Tuesday: Cheering, home, shower. Ryan Sean Johnny and Tyna came over. Sean is the coolest kid. He got a taxi to drive him to summer school. We watched Degrassi <3 bc Ryan made us. Suppose to cut my hair but having second thoughts about it. I pierced Ryans ear. It was fun i hope he gets aids because I used my earring to do it. It was a pink stud so he made me change it to his. Johnny has the nicest legs in the world. He wouldnt let me touch them poo.
Wednesday: Last day of cheering camp. It was fun but i'm glad its over. Came home slept showered .. had plans but decided to cancel. Stayed home instead and then at the last minute everyone decided to come to my house again. Sean is the cutest baby/little kid. If i could work my scanner i would post the pics. Johnny has the coolest cousin. I hope to meet that kid <3 I hope he doesnt turn me down when i ask to be his friend.
Thursday is suppose to be party shirt day and we are all coming to my house to watch "The Little Rascals" Awesome movie. I have to watch my brother all day till about 2 tomorrow. I'll be home all day feel free to call. Horoscope for tomorrow is "His mysterious ways keep you interested" ... I dont know.
- I think i'll buy a hat tomorrow ( Ha Ryan)
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Beach today. Fun. Got a tan which is always nice. Came home yada yada.. took a shower , church, home. Nothing special. I had plans but they got canceled. Hoping to do something fun this weekend. Something i enjoy. I think I want to go to Barnes and Nobles. Anyone want to come?
-You dont recover from a night like this
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[25 Jun 2004|12:27am] |
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Last night was alright. Tyna slept over .. yes again lol. I dont exactly remember what time we went to sleep all i remember was i was sooooo tired and i tried staying up so she can talk online .. and i'm in my room on my couch ready to fall asleep and then i remember her telling me we're going upstairs so we went and it took her like 10 minutes to figure out how to turn off the light. I was so tired i didnt care. I woke up this morning and Tyna was gone. I was scared i ran downstairs and looked for her then i just figured she left. Smart me. I wasnt in a good mood last night. I dont think today i'll be in a good mood either.
I havent been to my cousins house in forever. I think i might go there today. I havent seen them since easter. We'll see what happens.
WE need to have another party shirt day because those are awesome. I'm going to go shopping and get another one. We need to watch degrassi again! because that show is awesome and sean and ryan fell in love with it <3 They make me and Tyna watch it lol. Sean and I have to go shoe shopping because he promised me and we never went :(
P.S. sean make your room smell nice soon. Ryan and I have to play spit and Mario Kart we started playing yesterday but he said i dont wanna play anymore (because he knows i'd kick his ass)
Johnny is Awesome! Enough said.
OH yea.. Sean has some sesssy ears. TYna got some hot knees and i have pretty thumbs :)
- I waste all my time just thinking of you <3
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